It’s so hard to put in to words what I’m feeling today. I suppose it’s largely disbelief, entwined with gratitude and heartbreak. You had such a dramatic influence on my life, and it’s strange to think that I no longer have a physical being to thank for that. Instead you are a legacy, and more devastatingly, a memory. You, David Bowie, shaped the very person I am, and you left us yesterday. I’m struggling to come to grips with that.